MISS DUCKY'S

JAEJOONG JAEJOONG JAEJOONG <3
HE IS MY HERO !

had PROJECT JUNE! practice.
and jiayi said that he doesnt like max/changmin.
i'm like WHY?!

i mean,
HOW CAN ANYBODY NOT LIKE DBSK?!
IT'S DBSK OKAY. DONG BANG SHIN KI.

but still, he agreed with me that they can sing :D
PRETTY BOYS WITH AMAZING VOICES. WOO.

“We are victims of love.”

and I don’t know how,
no don’t know to hold you without shaking.
no I’m not aware of how,
I could possible love you without aching.

& just like that,
I lost my heart.

CLARE THE AWESOMEST BEAR !
THANK YOU :D

no matter how silly this might sounds,
i really cant stop smiling when i looked at this.
it made my day. it really did.

& i think we sticks, have this connection between us in our hearts.
cause i thought about her when i was out just now and planned a surprise for her (:

i hope she likes it.
most importantly, cheer her up a lil.
stick, you is <3

POMPUS BEAR, I’M SORRY.
TERRIBLY SORRY.

i know you’ve forgiven me,
but this guilt will follow me probably for the rest of my life still.
):

& KNOW THAT I HEART YOU & AH BENG OKAY.
I REALLY DO. HAHA! (X

so, i met up with ah beng and pompus bear for dinner.
some not-so-delightful stuff happened.
but thank God, this friendship is still going on strong. (:

i am sad.
very very sad.

but nevermind.
i guess its just me.

i’m so tired of tears.
its like i’m crying all the time.

dont ask why okay.
there’s a reason i’m not telling you.

& i’m giving myself another one month break, a real break.
to breakaway from this vulnerable self and get out of this misery business.

i need to feel happy again.
truly happy from deep within.

Am I finally alright now? This is what they ask me.
I look so pained, my tears seep through my two hands.
When the tears that blind my eyes fall, I can see you clearly.
My love, don't cry.
I don't know if I should take you away with me.
You still hold on to so many memories.

I close my eyes for a moment, I still love you so.
I should give up, but I can't let you go.
You taught me how to love. Now, how can I forget you?
Again, I'm drunk today. I call you but you don't pick up. Again, I cry.
What did we say? Still those tedious words. I can't even say the words, 'I'm sorry'.
What I have become, I cannot grasp the dream that is now distant.

The love that you have been waiting for, I cannot have.
The promise that we made, to shed our tears together... I can see them now.

i just had to post this up.
i’m still playing it on repeat.

it’s so heart wrenching,
it makes me cry all the time.

but like what claretheawesomebear says,
the world is a sad enough place </3